* Shoe Dilemma *

So as the headline says, I'm having A MAJOR SHOE DILEMMA!!! 

I've been wanting to get new shoes like for ages, but I can be quite picky when it comes to shoes. I don't want them to be too masculine, but not too ladylike either. I don't want the heels to be too high, 'cos I'm afraid of braking my ankles. And I don't want real leather (because animal rights) and if the shoes are fake leather, I'm not ready to pay more than 40€. Unless they are absolutely fabulous and I want them really bad!

I've been admiring Jeffrey Campbell's Lita -shoes for ages, but first of all they put down my two major rules:

* Too expensive (I mean come on? They're really nice shoes, but 200€??? phew... )
* Too high
(* I don't know if they're real leather, but if they are, then 3 major rules...)

Especially these Spiked Litas are just........ drooooolllll~

picture taken from tumblr.com

I also would not want to go with the flow, so to speak. I'd like to be a bit more unique.

I found similar shoes to these from Aliexpress.com  and they costed way less, but still... the height. I mean aren't those girls wearing these shoes afraid that one stumble on the street while walking and you might end up having loose and aching ankles for the rest of your life or even ending up at the emergency room?

Well I'm not the one to judge those girls - somehow I even admire them for having the balls to wear these shoes. 

but nevertheless these are the shoes I was thinking of buying instead:

I like it that these shoes have some heel.  (Jeffrey Campbell fakes.
lol I don't give a s...... :DD ) also in white.

Link here!  
Name: 

2013 rivet boots motorcycle boots

Price: US $38.56 / Pair

Approximately € 28,93 / Pair

I like the pretty masculine look, and the stud cross.

Link here! 

Name: 

Modernlily martin boots

Price: 

US $49.27 / Pair 

Approximately € 43,50 / Pair

I like the leopard pattern (goes well with my two jackets) and the creeper's style.

Link here! 

Name: 

Winter Fashion Leopard Grain Lace Up Wedges

Price: US $34.00 / piece

Approximately € 25,51 / piece

i love these, but unfortunately they're out of my size. These comes in
black, white and brown. And I love them all! * lonely tear *

Link here! 

Name: 

fashion wedges rivet boots for women

Price: US $27.87 / piece

Approximately € 20,91 / piece

I love it that these are so clumsy but so feminine at the same time.
Comes also in brown color! 

Link here!

Name: 

Winter new rivets lace-up platform shoes

Price: 

US $35.07 / Pair 

Approximately € 30,96 / Pair 

Pretty much all these shoes have Free Shipping Worldwide. I really like them all so WAAAAHH what should I do?

What do you think? Which shoes are the best looking, coolest, etc.? Help me here, please? :D 

So comment me or answer to the quote on the side border! Thank you all! kisses, kisses.

XXX

TOKI

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The London

It's almost a shame to admit, that I've been very busy the whole summer. My aunt came from Germany to Finland. Shen was here almost a month. And that whole time we were in our summer cottage. It was really fun, but at some point I realized that I wanted to come back to city and spend some time with my friends - rather than slacking off and doing nothing. But hey! I made progress in reading The Lord Of The Rings! It's now my third time - I think I'll never get bored to it! Such an awesome book. Really recommend it if you haven't read it yet. :)

Now I'm going to post some pictures that I took from London, as promised! I don't photoshop or modify my pictures (because i think it's lying - in some way. Not like if you put some more contrast or light in it, but if you remove or change anything in the actual picture, that is lying. Don't get me wrong here... please? ) But as I was saying the pics might not be superb quality or extremely accurate, but forgive me.

(there are quite a bit of these......so bear with me, okay? :D lol )

From left to right: Anna, Rosa and Riina. we were heading for the city. :)

the urban neighborhood. 

the view from near by park. you can actually see the city's skyscrapers - far, far away. 

we traveled a lot by bus. It was easy, quite cheap and
you were able to see the landscapes. 

closing to Big Ben!!!! We had these so called Oyster cards,
which are good if you want easily travel with bus, tube, trains or anything. 

We had to take a picture of this sad, sad lion.
Don't know what it's actually called...? someone
educate me?

The famous parliament building and big ben. 

The London Eye. I wanted to go there,
but we didn't have the time. :( next time, next time.

As you can see, it was such a jolly ride!
Ofc at the second floor of the bus. 

I forgot my black leather jacket at summer cottage,
so i was bound to take the not-as-nice brown jacket.
buuhuu

poor horses... standing there all day... :((

Riina @ bus. 

some ''turre'' pictures. :D turre as tourist. 

Riina was pretty HOLY! lollollol

the British Museum. It was HUGE and AWESOME!
Also free admittance!!11 

Riina and the mummies <3 ''Okayyyy!''

lol my stomach area looks fat, because of the wind
blowing from behind. :--D hahha

Don't know what this pose is for...?
we were going to the museum............ 

our last day in London - so we went to a bar! It was a really nice place.
from left to right: Onni (means lucky, he was Rosa's British boyfriend.
Don't know why he was called Onni though), Rosa and Paula.  

Richard (Anna's boyfriend) or Rikardo or Dick or Jorma. hehhe And
Anna and her friend Harry. 

the drinks were pretty strong but also tasty! yum. 

And the morning when we were leaving.
Anna's house. We don't have pics from the inside
of the house. It was quite messy.... :D

Misty Mountains. it was raining and I was pissed.
we had about 20 minutes walk to the nearest station.
in the rain and 6:30 am in the morning with the heavy bags.
Also a 1,5 hours in three different trains. 

So there you go! You still alive there? kicking good? Great! I'll make soon another post about my daily outfits. SO STAY TUNED!!! Oh and we also did a lot of shopping on Oxford Street and Stratford's center. I bought that gray top from TOPSHOP, it was on sale ~20£, and also I bought the cutest My Little Pony underpants from TopShop. I also spent a lot of money in Forever21, bying one maxidress (gray with unsymmetrical hem and stud cross), one short dress with denim bustier and rose patterned, unsymmetrical hem. And one sale top from NEWLOOK and some DVDs including Star Wars 4-6 BOX. AWESOME!

And we didn't get to eat fish and chips. We were supposed to, but at the time it was possible we did not feel like eating something fatty. The weather was fairly good during the whole trip. And sometimes it was even hot! Overall I liked Britain and London very much - especially the people. They were truly kind and warm. So thank you Britain! I rest my case.

And there is one favor I'd like to ask: Could you PLEASE tell me what would you like me to write about? I haven't been active with this blog, since I don't know what to write about. So please help me out here. 

Thank you very much!

XXX
TOKI

x eBay Purchases x

Hello folks! 

I truly notice that the spring is finally here...! Especially by the way I'm buying stuff! (ofc I'm always surfing on the internet clothing stores in the winter too...) It's probably because the weather is getting warmer and the increase of sunshine. Atm I'm reading for the university passing exams. I have it on 7.5. (as 7th of May). And I'm totally stressed off! I also have to work and keep up my social life.  (;__;)  I'm truly happy when this spring is over.

BUT I have bought these items from eBay this month:

I Bought the black one! It's one Size so it didn't matter even if I'm bigger than the Asians.
Fashion Women's Ladies Off Shoulder Skull Rhinestone T Shirt TOP LOOSE

Price: US 12.99
EUR ~10.00   
Free shipping 

Fashion Girl Womens Korean Cute Crochet Tiered Lace Shorts Skorts Short Pants

Price: GBP: 1.99 
EUR ~2.34 
Shipping to Finland: EUR 3.51 (GBP: 2.99)

Women Side Bow Cutout Ripped Denim Sexy Skinny Slim Fit Jeans Trousers Pants

Price: US 16.69 
EUR ~12.84
Free shipping 

[Missha] The Style Color Setting Brow Mascara #1 Cacao Brown Eyebrow Makeup

Price: US 9.98
EUR ~7.68
Free shipping


 I haven't yet got the shorts or the jeans, because our post office is stupid and they had gotten the order number wrong and when i went to get the package (of the jeans ) they couldn't find it even though i had got the announcement that the package is there to be fetched. So i had to do some research and now I have the real number. And this is not the first time this same post office has screwed something up! BIG TIME!

I love the shirt! It's gonna be hit in the summer time! And I've tried out the eyebrow mascara, and it works fine and is easy to use. Later on I'm gonna tell you more about it, after i've tried it out a bit more! PS. all the bottoms i bought i took the size L (Large), because i have big hips...... -___-' it's my curse.

I've been thinking of getting a wig. And my friend told me about this Storenvy.
there was this really amazing wig! *---*

I mean... that is just gorgeous!! what do you think? 
it's not even that expensive! US 27.65 ~ EUR 21.   WE WANTS ITTT!!!! PRECIOUSSS!!! 
( i tried to imitate Gollum from the Lord of the Rings / Hobbit). 

Maybe i just should buy it..? I'm just not quite sure about the bangs. I mean I'm not sure if they fit my face. It's been ages since i had bangs that big... the only downside is, that it's synthetic hair and low heat. :(


but now i must continue working! And get some tea!

Thank you for reading!!

XXX,
TOKI

[ Mentally busy days ]

I know I've been a bad girl, since the last post was made months ago... and I know that some readers have left due to that. So I must apologize!! i'm sincerely sorry, but I've been very busy lately. Not maybe physically, but mentally. My mind has been all over the place and very occupied so I haven't had time to think about my blog. I'm sorry!

I just applied to Helsinki's university. and guess what? if i get in, I'm going to study of becoming an elementary school teacher. It's not my dream job, but since i haven't studied since high school i thought it's already time to move on with my life and do something. I have a job so i've been working and collecting money, but it still feels like i'm just hanging loose. So i've been very stressed up lately.... I cannot consider myself truly happy or satisfied with my life, so that's why i want to do something about it. Even though it kinda freaks me out a bit... wish i could just be a child again! no worries at all and just playing around. lol.

but now to some bit happier news! I'm going to Amsterdam with my mom! it's been her dream since ages and now she can finally fulfill it. We're going to be there from 13.4. to 16.4. and then travel by train to Germany, Frankfurt to see my aunt & cousin.

Amsterdam in Netherlands. So beautiful.....!

i know there is the 'red lantern' part of the town, which i really wanna visit!
PS. not green lantern this time. lol

I red that the Amsterdam's canals are 400 years old this year. That's
pretty amazing! 

Have you ever visited Amsterdam? And if you haven't would you like to? 

I've started watching Game of Thrones with my friend. and first i was kinda confused about the amount of names and characters and i needed my friend to explain who was who, but now after watching the first season (and bits of the second) i'm more or less aware of the characters names. it's hard though. I have such a bad name memory. haha. And i love Sean Bean! or Mr. Bean as i call him. And also her daughter, Arya, is just so good character. She reminds me a bit of Pikku Myy or Lilla Myy from the Moomin's.

                                                                       

And dear god i hate Joffrey!!!!!!!! He just... dkjlfhdkjfhkjdfh. makes me so mad. I thought the governor in the Walking Dead was too much of smug to handle, but no he's nothing compared to Joffrey. But I can say that he's a well made character and the actor is also very good, 'cos he really annoys me!

(source)

Have you watched Game of Thrones? And who is your favorite character?

Alright enough of this... i'll just post some pics from my outfits now! tadaahh~

I dyed my hair with this ''gray'' semi permanent
color and it turned my hair purple. :))

BUT in some light it actually looks gray.
depends on the lightning. 

But i still wasn't happy so i kept looking
for the perfect color.... 

Hairstache! I bought that denim shirt form
Estonia. it was on sale. and i love sales.

the hat is actually form my brother.
I can't wait to get to use it in Spring/Summer.

Hairstache vol. 2 ! 

the lace jacket is from asos.com!
it's by thirtyfour disciples. 

it was also on sale and costed about 40e. 

a big messy bun! with my dark roots showing...
don't worry i already have an appointment to
a hair saloon. 

Jacket: asos. com RIVER ISLAND. ~80e.
Shirt: Tokyo, Harajuku. 

I choose not to use any photoshop, 'cos
i don't like the fashion magazines using it either.
but covering your face is sometimes OK! lol
PS. Shoes: Zalando.fi, Even&Odd ~from sale 40e.

And i got these from my brother! he was in Osaka for about 10 days.

the latest Men's egg! I asked for some women's magazines, but he claimed
that he couldn't find any. He was just too embarrassed to buy any. haha.

But i was really happy about this too! :)  I have a great brother!

i think he is kinda cute.... don't know his name though.

urban style~ 

Don't you think that he looks a bit like Oguri Shun?
or is it just me? 

 Here is for comparison: 

                                                                       (SOURCE)

Oh and last but not least, he bought me Moomin toothpaste. it tastes like grape
and it's awful... XDDD but super cute!

Now I'm offfff~ going to make some lunch. :))

thank you for reading and i hope you liked it! Comment and ask anything you want!

XXXTOKI

btw. i just turned 21 last month! woohoo!